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Confused

What do you do when u start falling for one of your guyfriends??

Defeaning Silence

I'm sitting here, all alone,
can't turn back, can't go home,
by myself, in the dark,
there's no light at the end,
no morning spark,
Depression creeps in, sweeps me away,
somebody tell me that it will all be okay,
Nobody reaches, because they're afraid,
and when they think of me, the memories soon fade,

I'm screaming for help,
but nobody hears,
I'm not strong enough to overcome all of these fears,
this silence is defeaning,
I try to block it out,
but nobody cares, nobody hears my urgent shout,
I've abandoned new hope,
silenced all help,
Just leave me alone...to be by myself,
this silence is loud,
thsi silence is screaming,
leavs me alone, with the tears streaming,
next time you see me, will you stop to care?
or will you just simply walk away, leaving me there?

SPENCER'S ANOREXIC! jk (sry, just had to let off some steam)

Somebody, help me.

I'm so CONFUSED, y'all.
Yeah, majorly confused.
Baffled.
Freaked.
Puzzled.
Howev u wanna say it.
Anyways,
PLEASE HELP ME!
*muttering*
I was warned to not get emotinally attatched. ugh.

Jukard Auto Parts is officially open!

Okay, my peeps-Junkyard AP is now open! We are located in Willard, North Carolina, near the tail end of Burgaw. We sell used Auto parts, and (as you can totally see) sell SICK t-shirts! I mean, I've had people ask about the business already-----just by wearing a white t-shirt with a huge green mystery machine on the back!!!!!!!!!!
So, yeah, give us a call.
BTW, nobody even TRY to buy that red wrangler! It's MINE!

For as Long as she pleased

Her Daddy would come home, from a long day of work, she'd run up to him and lighten up the murk, "Daddy, Daddy, please play my song! Play it again and again." He'd sit down at the piano, run his fingers over the ivory keys, he'd do it all night, for as long as she pleased. And every time he'd finish the song, she'd look at him with those big blue eyes and plead for him to play it so long.
She came home today with a boy at her side,
showing him off with more than a little pride,
after they all ate the dinner she made,
her pretty face turned a bright scarlet shade.
"Dad, Dad, please play my song! Play it, play it-again and again."
And her Daddy stood and walked to the piano,
played those ivory keys.
as her and her beau danced all they pleased.
She came home one day, with a ring on her hand,
looked like the fairest in all the land,
later that eve, she looked at her Dad,
"Please, Dad, please?"
He sat at the piano,
pressed those keys,
and played her favorite song,
for as long as she pleased.
She walked down that aisle, diamond ring gleaming,
her husband to be, just standing there-beaming,
after the vows, she glanced at her Dad.
"Please?"
He walked to the piano,
and for the last time,
played those ivory keys,
for as long as she pleased.

Only You: Austin Davidson

I look at you, your blue eyes, are enough to brighten hundreds of lives,
your sweet smile and charming grin, make me play that moment with you over and over again
I stare at you, forbidden fruit, somebody has already gotten you, I know that it's wrong, I try to be strong, but I can't help the love that I feel. Makes every day with you feel so real. I want you, I need you, to be in my life, but these feelings could cause so much more strife,
I'm not gonna be selfish, not gonna persue,
But if I had nothing else,
I'd be happy with only you.

But if

Totally and completely unfair.

This is me and my long-time friend, Britton. So we were having this, like, paper airplane war in the craft shop and.....well, let's put this NICELY.....I stink at paper airplanes. It was a TOTALLY unfair competition. Thankfully, in this picture, the camera didn't catch my embarrassing flight. LOL.......

Thanks, Jesus

Dear Jesus,

Thanks so much for Easter, and what it really means.

Thanks for dying on the cross, and showing your love through simple little things,

Thanks for always being there, never left my side,

your blood on that cross washed my heart snowy white,

It looked as though that were the end, we had lost our only friend,

but on the third day, you rose from the dead,

didn't hold one single regret.

You are still here,

never to leave,

open their eyes, so that they, too, may see.

Cheerleading

I am going to high school at Wilmington Christian Academy next year, And I tried out for cheerleading. I made it! I'm so excited about being a flyer.

GREEN with envy

Envy.......something we all struggle with. It's first cousin is named jealousy. Have you met before?????

Envy gets in the way of friendships, and ANY relationship for THAT matter. Is it really worth it? God made you just the way you are. There could never be a more athletic, beautiful, muscular, popular you.

Emotionally Pure

I'm currently reading a book titled: Emotional Purity by Heather Arnel Paulsen. It's really been a help. I've heard the statement, 'Emotionally Pure' multiple times, but it never really made sense till I read this book. I love how Heather is so open and honest......and her writing is so easy to understand. A few things I've really learned:
1. Don't get emotionally attatched to someone
2. Sometimes you may not realize that you're forming an emotional bond with a guy
3. If a guy flirts with me, I'm already planning our wedding, naming our kids, and planning our first family vacation.....but he's probably forgotten about me by then.
4. watch your heart so you can prevent heartbreak

And my favorite:
Are you flirting, kissing, being a couple with a guy currently?
That guy is someone else's future husband.
How would you feel if right now you found out that YOUR future husband was doing those things with another girl this very minute?

Such a blond

Okay, so recently our church ahd it's annual CCYC (coastal carolina youth conference). It was crazy fun......escpecially Friday night cuz we stayed out till like midnight! It's really cool cuz you get to meet new people from all over the state. It's: "college for two days" as I call it rofl. Well, anyway, the first night of CCYC, my friend Spencer and I were in the gym. I was yelling at him and I didn't realize it but I was in the way of a basketball game. He had to pull me away and yelled, "Sorry, she's such a blond." Then this guy said "I wouldn't say that to her.....blonds can get pretty fiesty." It was hilario.

Sorry

Sorry I havn't written in a while. Things have been busy. I've decided to start a website for the book I'm writing. I'll post the link up her in a while.

Basically what it's about is a girl named Lorynn Devon Galanter, who lives in Memphis, Tenasee. She meets this guy named Kincaid, who changes her life. The two great friends go through hardships, that will test their loyalty to one another. In the end, they find out that through it all, they can always count on love.

Please Read!
Thanks,

Drew